1. |
Insanity
03:36
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I’m fine and I know this is a lie
But holding on this quote just
Makes me wanna keeping in line
Disguise, to keep the secrets inside
But you confide in me what
Means a fucking distance between
I fake a smile
For those who can’t deal with my reality
Stare in my eyes
I will give you whatever you’re longing for
Throw me a rope and face the illusion
Of this disguise, this reality, this is my life
Throw me a rope, dead man tell no tales
I took the blame on me with all your knifes
In my back
I’m fine and I know this is a lie
I’m fucking sick of all this pills
I swallowed for being high
A smile just face my meaningless mind
As always WTF you can’t imagine this insanity
These walls are closing in
And shadows overcome the light
When every step is too far
And every meaning letter is too hard
The only constant is fucking black
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2. |
Confessions
03:45
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Lier
Betrayer
Every day it hits me like a fucking brick
I taunted myself in a way that’s unbearably sick
Give me Reasons
Why I’m falling
It’s a blear eyed search in this never ending sea
Straight forward I headed this ship
Through a wall of conflicts
I am the traitor
All I am
All I was
All of these years I was selfish and dumb
My own head
My own fight
Bring me back to life
Fuck
I am the author of fate, fading away in disgrace
I sat all of my hope in a dream that was
Shattered in pieces
Like a warning
I reiterated these words
Self-humiliating in my mind
Like a coward, spineless, God I was blind
I am the traitor
Now
Darkness and suspense, companions of mine
No
Losing myself only a matter of time
Fight
Comprehending my last attempt
For a life in the light
Offering these words to myself
Stand up
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3. |
Hypocrisies
05:02
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This is the end of a dream
Awoke in a nightmare alone
With no one to hold on
Swallowing shards
Descending subliminal
You wanna blame me for what I’m not
This is our fate
Hypocrisies I’m through
Thought I’ll be there for you
And no one can expect
This is the hell I’m walkin through
And I can’t hold this hands
Can’t stare these eyes reflecting all these lies
Thought I’ll be there for you
This is the hell I’m walkin through
And all that for nothing what a waste of time
This is an overdue goodbye
No more
Break me one more time
Retrieve me and I’m done with you
With you
This is a storybook scene
A float rushin in it’s my
Predictable disaster
Feels like the weight of the world
On my shoulders
These scars make me sober
Bring light in the dark
Recognize all this lies in your life
They raise you and bring you to fall
You’re out of control
Hypocrisies I am through
Hypocrisies all that for nothing a waste of time
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4. |
Self Destruct
03:45
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An endless road
Seems slightly to seize
Reasons to life are as high as to quit
A bleary sight in the distance a light
Hold on the hope even nothing seems right
When no end’s in sight
There is a reason to fight
You’re shiftless and useless you can’t keep the line
Another scar is telling the truth
The story of another mind’s broken but yours
You spit on it throw it away for another decay
A mental disease that you’re dealing with
A thousand thoughts on your mind
Well you left your comfort zone
Left behind this exhausting life
When no end’s in sight
There is a reason to fight
You’re shiftless and useless you can’t keep the line
No crawling
No anguish
This is the way of life
Just move on and be yourself
Strong and confident
Stand up again and never say die
Die
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5. |
Broken Boned
03:44
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Forever broken boned
No will to carry on
A shadow in our heads
May all those dreams come true
Come with me
Take my hand
Across this never ending story
In a strife of a life within lies and disguise
Betrayer
May you drown in the dust of shame
Blind on a scorched earth
A number under our skin
Deaf screams recall those days
A worthless price we’ve paid
The truth of a lier is more worth than this life
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6. |
Sequences
04:41
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Who’s your fucking God
You can hold onto
Following blind
Losing your mind
Drifting off in paradigm
A two-faced world in black and white
Running in circles and waiting for the grief
Paralysation is followed by mischief
Obliteration the only salvation
Swallowing blind toxic sensations
Scrutinize
This mislead world of disguise
Victimize
Surrounded by hypocrites
Break the silence
For broken bones
Raise your voice for
The fallen ones
Faith you cherish to
A lie of a life
A morally crippled strife
Disbelief made me to
A social misfit a stranger at home
Facing the world as playground of greed
Exploitation, the only succeed
Consideration for nothing but profit
Acquisitive routine will be your coffin
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7. |
On Our Own
04:19
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Close your eyes and tell me what you see
There’s another world in front of me
Seven billion moving lights in my hand
Can’t you see that there is nothing else but me
I am the keeper of your fate
A guide, companion of your mind
Your helping hand in need
I show you what is right
You become the light
I stand beside of you
We are alone and on our own
Between birth and death we are alive
Our own choices our own rules
I show you what is right
There is no light
I don’t confess to anything
My life is mine, my memories
There is nothing like you
I hope we all can pass this through
Without you
Convictions
Perceptions
Our own faith will keep us alive
Do you hear me now
Do you see me now
Words so dangerous in our mind
Faith
We have the choice
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8. |
Hate World
04:50
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Going through life as a notorious man
As long as you see your own face again
This is better than you ever felt
No matter if others are injured or dead
Crush, break
Driven by hate
Smash, Chase
Your fall from grace
Get the fuck up and deal with it
Spreading lies
Born and raised in a house of cards
Cannot rise
Broken into a thousand shards
Lies, lies
You cannot hide
Rise, rise
You cannot hide
No life, no future, no reasons to be
Looking for acceptance no matter from who
Didn’t look back no regret
Crossing lines unconsciously
Beaten down from your mistakes
Can’t stand up with all this weight
Realize there’s no escape
Dripping blood all over your face
Waiting for the reaper to blame
I hope you do your worst
Go
Chasing no light in the darkest nights
Just throwing away every sing of hope
Never you will be sane again
Until you leave your own world of hate
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9. |
A Failed Generation
03:37
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Born free and unknown what to come
Squeezed in a precast role
Belief and obey all what they say
Self-destructive to the core
You are a part of this asocial construct
Liberate your hidden self or drown in oblivion
The mess that we made
The mandate we failed to execute
Driven by hate
Disabled to rate
And failed to act
The mess that we made
A generation betrayed
The mandate we failed to execute
Day for day the same routine
We carry on the game
Our social addiction is media
To feed the feed is our phobia
Phobia
When silence became conversation
And darkness the brightest light
We are guided by fear and envy
While censorship awaits
Stand up
For a better future
Remind
What we have been through
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10. |
King
04:49
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You’re willing to change
You’re bound by your mind
Tortured in an invisible shell
The past is your present age
Unhand what’s been or stay left behind
The fear of the truth
Keeps you hiding
Behind a wall of thoughts
Take over the matters and write your own tale
Get the fuck up before it’s too late
Surrender all your vice and fear
This feeling suffocating by breathing in
It’s just another fall from the throne
You are the king of your everything
The innocent prisoner being jailed
Remove the crown and dial it down
Take care of yourself before someone else
Breathless
A constant prickle in your back
This knife you ran into held by your own hand
You tired of living but scared of the end
The truth is a secret you keep from yourself
Cause living the lie is the easiest way
You are not weak if you’re over the edge
You’re just as human as someone else
Someone else
The truth is a secret
You keep from yourself
King of everything
Remove the crown and dial it down
Remove the crown
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11. |
Psychopath
05:24
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Don’t you believe me?
You better do
Psycho
Just pray these empty phrases
Agony is what they fear
Giving odds to feed
It’s only a disease
Sing the anthem of their hearts
And take the throne by offer
Smile into their faces
Betray their almighty gods
Confuse by surreal hope
Crawling – they are going to seek
Just left alone down on their knees
Debased and deceived they now realize
No free will
Illusive mercy
Sit on your throne built from skulls and bones
Just start a mayhem
Watch them fight to death
Leave a blood path on the ground
So no one will ever defy again
Give them only fake wealth
On nothing they can count
A Catchpenny promise
Slowly it will make them blind
Various weakened senses
Won’t recognize your intent
Covered up and silent
The real – cruelty
History will repeat itself
No one ever believes it
In the end – they do
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